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2/8/12
Dream: Separation from Middle School Girl

I dreamed I was with a girl from middle school I used to be attracted to. She looked different and her face, her hair, and her skin looked like it had been cleansed. She looked like she was glowing with light. I knew she had not been completely cleansed but had some things washed away. I recognized she was learning to walk by the Spirit and be free from the spirit of fear and shame. She still felt uncomfortable and uncertain about the new way of life she was living. She had been in darkness for many years and was not accustomed to living a healthy and wise life. A large portion of her life was engaged in partying and having fun.

She had been rescued from her dark ways by the Lord and was placed into my care to learn how to live a healthy life. We had left a mansion with my family. They had welcomed her and cared for her. We were now traveling down a highway in a red convertible car. The beach was to our left and a city to our right. It looked like a city in southern California like Los Angeles. We were passing apartment complexes as we drove. There were five people in the car. The girl and I were sitting on the top of the backseat of car (the way Kings, Queens, and high officials travel by car to be visible to the public as they are driven.) There was someone sitting next to us in the seat and someone in the passenger seat of the car. The driver was a servant from my family’s home. The others in the car were her family and friends.

As we were traveling, I gave her a kiss on the cheek. My affection toward her had changed to a brotherly love. My sincere concern was for her wellbeing in life. We arrived at an old apartment complex. This was where her family lived and we had brought her to see them. When we all got out of the car, one of her friends with us ran to see some people standing by the door of an apartment. He was wearing a black hooded sweat shirt and black jeans. I knew he was being changed by the Lord but still had some unhealthy curiosities and desires. He went to talk with some people who would not be a good influence on him.

I knew as long as she was with me she would be fully cleansed and grow strong in the Lord. I also knew that because she had not been fully cleansed and could not keep up with the pace of growth the Lord was producing in me that she would not be able to continue on with me. I brought her here to be with her family and she would have to pursue the Lord on her own. She would grow in the Lord and be fully cleansed as long as she sought the Lord. If she strayed to her old ways, then she would fall into darkness. I knew I could no longer be with her and needed to get back to the household of my family to handle the responsibilities my father had given me. This was the end of the dream.

Impression:

The girl represented the church. She has been involved in dark ways indulging in the life given her. She is now turning from her ways but is not growing at the rate of the sons of God. She will be fully cleansed as long as she pursues the Lord but will not be able to continue with the son.

I believe I represent the sons of God. The house we came from is the household of God. I knew that I must return to the house to fulfill the will of my father. He was sending a group of sons on a special mission. We were being sent to the nations to preach the gospel to finish his work for the end of the age. This was to sum up the work of our father.